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aussiedave
Swinger
Australia
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 Posted - 08/27/2007 : 02:09:09
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| has anybody seen......my sweet Anabel? |
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buckman
Firefly
USA
2819 Posts |
Posted - 08/27/2007 : 20:03:49
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My Dad, the Reverend,
told me when I was little
that he was going to save the world.
I believed him.
I still do...
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Craig
Firefly
Kyrgyzstan
3793 Posts |
Posted - 08/27/2007 : 21:07:51
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quote:
Originally posted by buckman
My Dad, the Reverend,
told me when I was little
that he was going to save the world.
I believed him.
I still do...
RevB
Amen...
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BarbraG
Windchimer
1824 Posts |
Posted - 08/27/2007 : 23:08:10
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The sun ! How beautiful it was as it began its rise from
beneath the sea as BGee looked out the window of her daughter's
home. She hurried to get her camera to get a picture of it,
since it was rare that she was ever up early enough to see a sunrise.
The visit was going great. The Intimidator was not in the home at
this time. He had gone out West to the Air Force Base where he
was serving until his orders come and he can join the family in
FLorida, where he had moved them so that his son could begin playing football. BGee couldn't get over how peaceful everyone
and everything was, inside the home and outside. No ranting. No
raging. No raving. No cursing. No abuse of any kind was apparent.
It was Heaven in this home, at least for a few more days. The
bitterness and hate was still in the mountains, just north of Denver.
BGee thought, ..if only I could move those mountains and surround him
tightly so that he could never leave. If only I could set a trap
that would hold him until his children are grown and can make
their own decisions. If only I could have orders cut so that he
would be sent somewhere far, far away ...a place so remote that he
would surely miss the family that he treats so brutishly, and
bullies beyond understanding. If only I could put him on a ship
that would sail around the world and never come into any port until
his children are old enough to take him on man to man and see if
he could take it as well as he dishes it out. IF ONLY !!! Yes.
If only.
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BarbraG
Windchimer
1824 Posts |
Posted - 08/28/2007 : 17:13:02
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"A family is a terrible thing to waste."
by
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buckman
Firefly
USA
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Craig
Firefly
Kyrgyzstan
3793 Posts |
Posted - 08/28/2007 : 19:04:52
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Sitting in the silent darkness next to you. Nothing need be said, just know that I am here...and there.
I am not going to pretend and tell you that I know your pain, because I don't. Just know that someone cares...
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andrew p
Firefly
USA
3936 Posts |
Posted - 08/28/2007 : 19:42:50
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Hank...I do KNOW your pain Brother...
You lost Barb Dec 11, 2003...I lost Pam Jan 11, 2004....
you lost your son, Jesse (age 18) Aug 28 1992 in an automobile accident...
I lost my daughter, Erin (age 20) Aug 26 2000 in an automobile accident...
and it still feels like a stone sitting on my heart.
love ya Hank...
peace...andrew |
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Ginny G.
Windchimer
USA
1810 Posts |
Posted - 08/28/2007 : 20:08:03
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| Hank, Andrew... I have no idea what to say except that I'm so sorry you've both been through so much. |
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BarbraG
Windchimer
1824 Posts |
Posted - 08/28/2007 : 20:18:21
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Dear Hank (my friend)
I won't say that I know what you've been through, because I don't.
I won't say that I will understand your pain, because I won't.
I know that you hope I never do. And, Lord knows, I hope that, too
I just pray that you will find comfort in knowing he loved you.
That was such a precious gift and, in your heart, it still is.
The love that you shared with Jesster rubs off on all of us who
are right here with you. Most of us don't know your pain, but
those who do (and those who don't) want to shore you up, along
with Andrew and others who have lost someone they love. Notice, I
didn't say "loved".
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buckman
Firefly
USA
2819 Posts |
Posted - 08/30/2007 : 19:43:37
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It's a Helluva thing...
Infantile paralysis of the soul.
Hardening of the hearteries.
Fear in the dead of nite
so real it has teeth.
Immunity temporarily misplaced.
Protection fields malfunctioning
Ground getting closer.
Too much time in space
can make re-entry tricky...
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BarbraG
Windchimer
1824 Posts |
Posted - 08/30/2007 : 20:08:07
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"There's never been an old crone with dry, saggy skin on her bones....that wasn't a young girl at heart."
a line from a song called "Maria Consuelo Arroyo" .. I was listening to today by Tompall.
Heard that Tompall was a bit of a "jerk" but, since I don't have
to live with him, I'll keep listening to him sing those songs I've
always loved. Sometimes, I just can't get enough of the kind of
harmony he had with his brothers. Know what I mean?
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Doug L
Firefly
Canada
5446 Posts |
Posted - 08/31/2007 : 17:32:54
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HARVEST TIME
These calm days of September with their sun.
It's time to harvest. There are still clumps
of cranberries in the woods, reddening rosehips
by the stone walls, hazelnuts coming loose,
and clusters of black berries shine in the bushes;
thrushes look around for the last currants
and wasps fasten on to the sweetening plums.
I set the ladder aside at dusk, and hang
my basket up in the shed. The glaciers
all have a thin sprinkling of new snow. In bed
I hear the bristling fishermen start their motors
and go out. They'll pass the whole night
gliding over the fjord behind powerful searchlights.
Olav H. Hauge
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Doug L
Firefly
Canada
5446 Posts |
Posted - 09/01/2007 : 13:46:04
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Some artists plant seeds instead of handing you a bouquet.
Ghosts of Townes and Stephen Foster, coffee in cups they've
held so long their fingers hold that shape when done. At
another table, Cormac mouths the name Odessa. A box falls
down from a shelf, memory breaks open. Valentines. She kept
every one he gave her. There's a war going on, always is.
Relics resemble people. Horizon line, sun and dust, a man
on the porch examining his broken fingers. A boy plays a
cheap guitar, upside down and backwards. Words of the heart
throw shadows, spook a horse that threw your grandpa. Bring
your burnt tears to the table, soldier, Cormac says, when
the man comes back in. You can hear women laughing in the
kitchen. Dinner is ready. A sad hymn, candles. Beautiful.
DL
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buckman
Firefly
USA
2819 Posts |
Posted - 09/01/2007 : 17:16:07
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I kidnapped Martina once.
Really.
Back when I still had a wife and she still had a husband.
I had a ten year old Chevy and three dollars,
but with a bottle of peppermint schnapps in me,
it seemed like a good idea.
For awhile.
We got as far as an abandoned drive-in movie theater in West Nyack
and she got out in front of the big empty screen and started running.
The silent speaker posts ran interference for her for awhile,
but I finally caught up with her and we made love for the first time
there in the gravel on one of those little hills you park the car on.
Later, she tossed gravel at my back
as I sat watching the empty screen
imagining our future...
Hank Beukema -2007
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buckman
Firefly
USA
2819 Posts |
Posted - 09/02/2007 : 09:54:38
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I got lost today, but the river found me...
Went to Rosie's Diner to pay the rent.
The Greek was sitting on the porch.
As I shook his big hand, he said,
You look like you're getting younger every month.
I winked and said,
I am, my friend, I am.
I went in to hug Rosie and I said,
Can I stay another month?
Commenting on my weight, she said,
What's left of you can stay as long as you want.
Driving home, I made a wrong turn and didn't know where I was.
Even after five years, I still don't know the area too well.
I'm still a Nyack boy, Haverstraw was her town
and we moved here for her and then she left.
I passed a couple of bars that looked vaguely familiar from many years ago,
with different names but the same shabby looks.
I could feel that I was near the Hudson,
so I just kept heading east thru the backstreet neighborhoods.
I turned a corner and suddenly my eyes were filled
with every kind of blue you could imagine.
I felt like I wasn't lost anymore.
I only sat on the seawall for ten minutes,
but it was what I needed to get thru today.
Been a rough stretch of days; uncertainty, fear....
weakness calling out to me...
I got lost today, but the river found me...
Hank Beukema
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Doug L
Firefly
Canada
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BarbraG
Windchimer
1824 Posts |
Posted - 09/02/2007 : 10:49:18
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Sweet Hank,
Did I ever tell you that I have my own river, too? It's the
Suwanee, about 25 miles from my front door. Trust me. It's MINE.
I visit her often. There's just something about her !! She's a
little low right now but, if the rains in Georgia ever come, she'll
rise again !!!
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Judy W.
Windchimer
1957 Posts |
Posted - 09/02/2007 : 15:34:54
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She will rise again....
Loving you,
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buckman
Firefly
USA
2819 Posts |
Posted - 09/02/2007 : 19:20:30
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There are voices in the mirror
And there are faces at the door
And they open on the rivers
We've never seen before
Are there choices for the sparrow?
Or does he only fly high above
The rivers pulling you and I
CHORUS
Oh there are strange rivers
Rivers that we cannot see
And there are strange rivers
Who know our destiny
And there are strange rivers
And we're sailors, you and me.
And he could have been a builder
And he could have been the one
To turn his dreams to steel
Catherdrals in the sun
And he could have been a builder
But then he brought a gun
There are forces in the river
That keep him on the run
REPEAT CHORUS
Did you ever turn a corner
And you wonder why you did
'Cuz you haven't been that way
Since you were just a kid
Nothing really happened
And then you've got to say
You wonder what would've happened
Had you gone the other way
REPEAT CHORUS
There are strange rivers,
There are strange rivers,
There are strange rivers,
There are strange rivers,
Ooh, ooh there are strange rivers. . .
Feel the river
See the river
Be the river.
John Stewart
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